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Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Today,i've decided to move on...
Not to forget her but to just move on with my life...
I was awoke at 4 am yesterday...And it wasn't a normal thing...Something
told me to wake up...No it's not that i'm disturb by something...
But i think He was telling me to Solat Tahajjud...Which i didn't,cause i don't really
know the procedure that well...

Solat Tahajjud is a prayer where you ask for something,
or you want to know something...
In the last sujud,you ask God what you want,if you prayer is heard,He
will grant it...

I decided to move on because if i continue to
put myself in this state,i'd never move on...
But rest assured,i'll always pray for her...
This is not something i just say,but i'll do...

She has heart problems,that never stopped me from being close
to her that time...I prayed for her when she was admitted to the hospital...
I prayed for her when she was having a hard time breathing...
All i can still is pray for her happiness and well-being...

I've made up my mind that i'm still not ready to
be in a relationship...Because it takes real understanding and patience...
She thought me that...But i was too blind to see...

There's still many test to go in this world,i must be prepared to face it...


I sat on the Sajadah after praying Maghrib...
I sat there praying in tears...
Asking God to forgive me for my past sins,my past bad deeds to this world...
So i can have a better life ahead of me...

I also prayed for her...I asked God questions,which i know he would answer it one day...I took out my Al-Quran,and read Surah Waqi'ah...
I was in tears reading the first few lines,cause the pain is still unbearable...But i kept reading...Then i found myself in a calm state...

It's true what my Ustaz said,reading the Quran will ease your mind...


I still respect and remembered Achmad...
He was the only true friend who guided me into this wonderful world...
He told me to pray,he told me that God gave us challenges so we'd be strong...

Maybe God sent him to me...I was touched by his deeds...
I'm apologies to all the people around me who i've put sin onto...I'm sorry...

This would be hard on my band one day...Cause i may go to PERGAS
to continue my study and become an Ustaz...But the responsibility is high...
I do not know whether i can carry it...
But that will be someday...I promised myself...

Till here i wrote...


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