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Monday, February 23, 2009



22nd Feb,Sun,was the most heart-wrenching day of my entire 18+ years of living...

That day was the day that i need to choose either one of the two who i dearly cherish...

But if this is the way my path is written,so be it...Who am i to challenge life...
I reached Club 6 at around 12 plus with Ironchild,Azri and Syarmilla...
Headed up to help Jebat settle the equipments..Jebat being a "Guitar-Only" person doesn't know how to set up the Drum-Kit...So there i was saving the day...But it ended up in a disaster cause everything went totally wrong as the screws were not in-tact,the levers were placed wrongly,thanks to Jebat!

At 1 plus,the show officially start...

Syadza and Aisyah was suppose to come down,but Syadza was out with her Aunt,Aisyah came but sat right at the back...

Nat and Tina came,weee...But Tina wasn't feeling well...And Nat,don't ask,she's being her usual-take-your-head-bang-to-the-music-self...

I was infront making sure the stuff weren't damage or whatsoever,it's also an excuse to be at the frontline of the performing acts!Haha...

So the gig ended at 6.30 i think...By then Aisyah went home leaving behind a letter for me to read...I read it while on the way to P.S...

Heaved a big sigh of despair...Over what had just happened...

This was the decision that i made...


Since i do not have the heart
To see the tears in any of your(Syadza N' Aisyah) eyes
I've decided to sacrifise my own happiness
To not be with any of you

It pains me dearly to have to make this decision
But,with God'swill,you will have a better future without me

Slacked at P.S with Ironchild,Carrie,Fai and Liz...

Su and Zylaa was being a dear by giving that warm-motherly-smile to cheer me up
Bopeng did all his best to talk me out of the problems
Khai and Azri with his stupid/lame jokes to cheer me up
Topo with his everlasting sentimental songs to juice up my feelings
And last of all,to Min...

Min,no matter what,a father nor a mother will never disown their own flesh and blood...No matter how cruel the words are being spat at your face,realise this...
Their blood,runs in yours,and family is all you need...
Don't hate them for their words,but love them for their concern and care


Min tried to condole me all the way,he was having an ever bigger problem,but he troubled himself to help me,that is what i meant by true friendship

Thanks Bro..

And thanks to all of you who have been by my side...


From those names unheard by some of you like Bianca...You're one glam lady that i salute!

Oh and thanks for listening to me Nat!










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Irizah Azalea

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