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Monday, April 07, 2008

Wanted to sleep early yesterday...But Dilah called...She sound so sad...Haish...

We talked,then she cried...She blames herself for making me who i am now...I don't know...She say i changed a lot...Did I?


"Maan dulu suke betol dress up..tetapi smalam maan lepas perform teros pakai relek.."

It's true,i used to dress up till i got back home...

"Dulu Maan sukena kacau Dilah sampai buat Dilah marah,p skarang..Maan senyap jek.."

It's also true...Love to irritate her,now i just don't have the strength...

"You used to smile Maan,but now,you don't.."

Do i?Friends,have i stopped smiling?


I don't know...All of a sudden i was pissed and started to raise my voice,so did she...In the end we got off without a peaceful note....Sigh...



Tried to call her today,but she off her hp,haiz...

Looks like Lemon sms-ed Me,Siraj and Bopeng early this morning asking how were we...Kind of funny the way i see it...


Yea,i was moody yesterday night at Anugerah Band,even getting into the top 20 didn't seem much...Was kind of tired and really wanting to go home...

Lemon and Zyzii thought i was sick,but i wasn't...Thanks for the thought guys...



About the break-up between Siraj and Lemon,i don't want to be a part of it...

Siraj doesn't even respect me nowadays...Thinking i'm always wrong...
I don't know...Till i think he has forgotten me...
Someone said that Siraj would only be with you when he has problems...I don't want to think about it...

Am i just someone whom people come for help and leave when it's all gone?



I just want to leave the world right now...
You just don't know how much i'm suffering...

Be strong Bopeng,no matter what...
Be strong Siraj,no matter what...
Be strong Lemon,no matter what...
Be strong Dilah,no matter what...
Be strong my bro's and sis's no matter what...


Bled For Mankind 4:53 AM | Comment

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