Monday, November 21, 2005
hi...i was kinda turn on by a question in friendster...have u experience a near death situation...so i ask myself...how many times...have i experience it...well...for me....all i can remember is 2 times...the first time was i almost got hit by a car...i mean...a van...a speeding one...so it was luck that i didnt die...or was it not?well...its not luck...it is not tyet the time for me to die....so i know...the second time was me being hit by a car...was not seriously injured...i fainted...but was ok....soo i ask myself....how many times..god has save me..but yet...ile aku nk taubat?haha...okok...it's been a long time since i wrote a love poem..i'll try...Love is a knifeWhich can stab youIn the heart?It is where love beginsIn the back?That is where cruelty of all hates beginsWhen love is trueIt ShinesWhen love is fakeIt DimsHow do we know whether it is true love?It is when we are true to ourselfThats all folks
Bled For Mankind 1:58 AM
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Sunday, November 20, 2005
hey...haha...long time nvr update...me like update once a month or so..haha....yesterday was suppose to go jamming with a new member,shikin...she smsed me seeing that i need a rythm and a vox from my thread at audioreload...haha...she didnt turn up for a good reason...haha...she was stuck...ahahakz...we waited for 4 hours but then finally started playing at 5 pm...the session ended at 7...haha...was really cool to play at that time...was all easy...no worries...then...we played left alone...but i found out that the rythm is too catchy for my lyrics so i changed the tittle and lyrics...at first was freedom fighters...but then...we dont want to sound like anti-flag so i changed it tooooo death massacre...haha..a song about wanting peace and truce....haha....but it was kinda cool...it is really talking about the world today...the second song was about yea yea!haha...the tittle is oh yea...its about a guy wanting to sound a girl and finally got her after much hardness..haha..if u see...my band does not play only one or two genres...we play all sorts...from punk rock...to emo punk..to emo metal...to emo core...to metal....to rock...haha...we are like that....our genre is mix and our attitude is energetic....wel shikin...hope u can change ur mind and try to join us...coz we have lots of guitarist line up to have thier place...l0ls...ok la..me gtg now..bye
Bled For Mankind 8:27 PM
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
i got this from friendster..quite true la...haha...i am a guynot a gal..haha...but this is what they really feel..THROUGH A GIRLS EXPERIENCEABOUT LOVE HURTS/LOVE.when i breakup with someone,i tend to feel alot of regret.i wish backspace happens in real life. where i wish i never acted those mistakes, then everything went so fine, and we both feels alright.when i accept the fact that i lost someone,i seems cant to forget those memories. sweet & beautiful memories lay behind. how i wish i can be back with him again when i know its impossible.when im in love,i sense different feelings crawling within me. when i see the one that i love, butterflies was flying in my stomach. i tend to feel sho clumsy! and sew my mouth SHUT..when i get the one that i love,hundreds of excitement divided into different pleasure. i'll be thinking how its gonna be like in the future. and how long will we last??when i cant find nobody to love,i felt sho empty. flashing back on all my exes. wish i can have em all back. but,, life have to move on right?? still and yet,, alone. hate that..thats it...hahaa
Bled For Mankind 6:58 PM
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Wednesday, November 09, 2005
it'S great to be single!!!!no probs!!!!hahaha...great!!!!i love my life!!!!uat susah jek ader matair!!!finnalyy...free!!!!!!!!!!!sorry but solve your own probs gerl!!!i dont want to be drag into this!!!!!!i am fed up with u....hahaha!!!!i am free....other girls...dont think that i am a jerk...but it's true...she drag me into her probs...i broke up with her!!!!serve her right!!!!trying to drag me into this and that...klah...bye!
Bled For Mankind 5:50 AM
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Wednesday, November 02, 2005
haha...hey...just post just now...now posting again...about my poems la...this one i copied from my previous post...it's meaningful if u read and hear this song from 3 doors down..here without you....this post was for lyn...she is one of my dear readest...here u go...'Cinta' hanyalah perkataan'Cinta' tiada pada diri seseorangBila ia tidak dilafazkanBila ia tidak dibenarkan'Cinta' adalah seperti persahabatanIa boleh menghancurkan seseorangAtauMeriahkan hidup seseorang itu'Cinta' mesti ada masalah'Cinta' siapa tiada masalahSemuanya berakhir denganmuUntuk berjayakannya,atau putuskan asamuJangan sesekali kau menganggapkan 'Cinta' itu palsuIa akan menjadi benar sebenarnyaJangan sesekali kau menganggapkan 'Cinta' itu pahitKerna 'Cinta' itu lagi manis daripada gulaAda yang pergiAda yang masih ada disisimuItulah 'Cinta' bukan?Janganlah salahkan 'Cinta'
Bled For Mankind 3:57 AM
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hey peeps....haha...so bored at home...tomorow raye....since nothing to do...update my blog ah...haha...a new couple...a happy one will be born....so sweet...since they always manje2...y not stead ryte?!hahaha....me band?ya hor...long time nvr talk about them...Current People In Volatile LiquidGuitar : Lead-Me Rythm-Me,NizamBassist : KelvinVocalist : Me,NizamDrummer : NoneExp:Me=2 yrs on guitar.Nizam=5 yrs on drum,1 1/2 yrs on guitar.Kelvin=1/2 yr on bass.Currently searching for a drummer...Who is open to emo,punk rock and heavy metal....Our band name is Volatile Liquid.Our songs are:1)Will You Be My Valentine2)Left Alone3)Her Name Is Sally MayUpcoming is "Neglected"Hope to finish it by the end of this month..ok bye!
Bled For Mankind 3:44 AM
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Tuesday, November 01, 2005
hey....been thinking about my life....i use to say,you life doesn't suck...it is you who suck in it...and now...i really know what it really meant...a week ago..i lost $50...at my own house...at that time...zam,nai,aisyah,amin and irah were at my house talking....doing stuffs...dont think negatively...and at that night my $50 was gone....my maid said that one of them took it...but i dismiss those thoughts coz....my frens wouldn't do such a stupid thing...that night...ira and nai were online...and the talk me through....not to give up in searching....even when i knOw i lost $50....at least i know i never will lose a fren....and that there are frens who are there...i thought i was alone in this world...but no...i have frens....those who care...really care for me and each of us...the next day they came to my house to search for it...was kinda touch...but still didnt find it....but nvm...got $50 from my mum....i dont really care about the money coz i know i got frens.....when we went to town...i was kinda quiet...coz all the attention was at zam....it was kinda sad....but...ira told me....everyone is special....all of us....and nai said that if i ever need anything....she'd be there...zam...wel zam just say loads of love to everyone...it's touching....that's all....but there is still sumthing missing in my life....and that is love....i'm not blaming anyone....it's just lonely...really lonely...well it's life...maybe not now....maybe later.....bye....tanx guys...
Bled For Mankind 7:24 AM
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